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Love, light fruits and you . . .
to my pierre
you remind me of fruiti know it’s oddbut you do
your sweetness is so pure your softness is so deliciousbut your firmness drives me wild
you remind me of the summer breeze
i know it’s ridiculous
but you do
the way you make me feel so peaceful
the way your hands feel [...]
step by step
towards some “greater good”
we
stomp
into this world
we follow to understand
we cry in order to grow
we scream for change
but who listens?
inch by inch
day by day
towards some “final day”
we travel
onto the next
we drink to cope
we smoke to alleviate
this pain
that life has brought us
this process
this pain
this day to day
spurts of happiness
hours of sadness
too much pain
and too much
damn [...]
light and airy
sweet and delicious
rolls off your tongue
like magic
get a taste
get a bite
light the air
with warm sweet fire
kiss my lips
let me know
when it’s time
to explore
fight
away
this feeling
of wanting to sense
touch
of longing
for / of more
and i’m gooey caramel
melted
at your feet
the chocolate in your sticky smore
the sweet warmth
you wanted
but never counted on
the sensual bliss
i never knew [...]
there is this
tension
gnawing at my side
making me want to
explode
raise fists
cry out
mistreated
and not happy
I scream
no
goes unheard
lots of deaf ears
in this part of the forest
and i’m caught
in a knot
of gnarled roots
tied down to the
ground
where the air
is clear
and I can think
and hopefully
remember
why
I’m here
page turner
sitting on his lap
in tight jeans
squeeze
yourself in
so you fit just right
sitting in your circle
with your cell phone out
text everyone you know
youth culture
youth generation
always wanting to be older
than you are
hipper higher smoke it take it
give you a fucking mdeal
you made yourself throw up
give you a crown
you’re the king of the stoners
give you a special sticker
you [...]
lines of communication
have been cut
don’t bother
with a machine
you could talk to walls
they’d listen more
and you’re left
staring at your phone
willing
it to ring
willing
this to work
willing
yourself to change
make it warm make it right
make it anything but this
silence
staring
at the cut chord
cut Your Chord just let it go . . .
i have a pile
of letters unsent
in my brain
things i meant to jot down
but couldn’t find the
time
had a class
had a lunch
had a life
so many words
I wanted You to hear Me
speak
so many well crafted sentences
about how you’re a
fuck up
and a
loser
proper punctuation
pointing to your
lack of morals
judgment
phrases
expressions explosions
of feeling
I felt
but before I could scribble
you snatched my pen
broke it in [...]
over tired over heated over whelmed
over heart over weight
under slept
ready to break
i walk
like China
under paid out of my mind
in debt over my head
life fish-
my breath is just so visible
i’ve never wanted so many things in life
and felt like they were so far
dysfunctional dis jointed this
these days waver in and out of my mind
when
for countless hours
i fantasized
about [...]
I wrote a post last night saying how lucky i was bladiblah to have Josh.
He broke up with me today.
Wow.
big hands tight grip
you better watch it
with those big hands of yours
you better watch it
dont want to get too close
to want to hold on too much
maybe you’ll get stuck
you better watch it
loosen your grip
otherwise you’ll be [...]
what is this thing called?
fills my heart up with
soft white cotton puffs of bliss
makes me feel like i’m so light
oh the smooth flight
into your arms
and i’m at peace, home and landed
bird in a nest with the momma
child in a crib with the stars shining above
fiddles, and floating lilypads, banjos and blueberries
and
your eyes